Monday, October 23, 2006

Family Matters


The dynamic duo
Originally uploaded by smoove_J.



Saturday night's fortune cookie, after a Ken's Dim Sum combo, read: "Want adventure and excitement? Take a vacation."
Eight hours later, I was on a flight to Los Angeles.
The past few weeks, I've been contemplating taking a vacation, but I'd been too lazy and/or cheap to do anything about it. Life at work was stressful, life outside of work was stressful, life was just ... uncomfortable. Then, Hollywoood came to the rescue.
It seems really pathetic that it took a movie to break me out of my funk — my cousin called it "the saddest thing I'd ever told her" — but it's true. I watched Adam Sandler's (ADAM SANDLER!!) Click last week. Not the best of movies, but the premise — family is No. 1 — kind of resonated with me. That night, I booked my ticket to LA for my great uncle's 90th birthday. We did the same thing two years ago for my grandma's bday, except in Vegas, and the entire family was there.
It was the same thing this weekend. The entire family was here, from east coast to west, from north to south, young and old. There won't be many more events like this, since the older generation is getting older, and older. My grandma wasn't even 90 when she died last month, and both my uncle Connie and grandma Molly are well into their 90s. And they're the lynchpins, the family matriarch and patriarch, that keep everyone coiming together.
After the party, some of the family went back to my uncle connie's house, where I spent many a passover growing up. I had so many memories run through my mind just hanging out in the backyard, shooting some hoops with my cousins, young and old (That's you, Rob). I'm glad I came.
Tonight, it's dinner with my aunt, uncle, and a couple other cousins. Tommorrow morning, I jet back home.
Quick, expensive, but a trip well worth it.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

When kittens go bad



There isn't much going on in the World of Jake these days.
The only significant item of note was my orientation at Big Brothers. Yes, I'm going to give something back to the community.
It was an interesting experience, since I was once, as they say, a "Little." Having a big brother was certainly a positive experience, though for the life of me, I can't remember how — or why — it ended. Probably just more childhood trauma that I've managed to block out. (Though my mom did indeed say she was "glad she had ugly children," though she protests vehemently she did not. Another trauma.)
I'm looking forward to doing it, since I seem to have all this free time on my hands these days. I just hope I don't get stuck with some loser kid from a single-parent household ... (kidding).
News on the dog front is encouraging - one Chinook litter has been born, another is on the way. It just depends on how many co-breeders want one of the pups, then I'll get first crack (out of us non-breeders) at the rest.
The big reunion in LA is coming up this weekend, and it's a shame I won't be able to make it. Everyone, including my grandma from my mom's side, is going to be there. It'll be a blast, I bet.
Anyways, some links for those of you trying to appear busy while goofing off at work...

THIS is for all you hockey heads. Interesting idea ...

And THIS is for those of you who appreciate juvenile humour. The hardest part to believe is that this is a real business venture...
But just watch the video.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

A goodbye: LUCILLE MABEL ADAMS (Nee: Wells). 1919-2006


My earliest memory of my grandmother was her feeding me, a hyperactive, couch-jumping, ADDish child, pork rinds in the living room of her townhome in Philly.
My last was me feeding her, a tired but still spirited and dignified woman, beans and quiche in the hospital.
And in between, a lifetime of moments that I have replayed over and over in my mind.
My grandmother died this weekend. It wasn't unexpected, it was something the family had been preparing ourselves for ever since she was admitted to the hospital in August. Maybe that's why it didn't hit with the hammer blow I'd been girding myself for. It sunk in, slowly and painfully. When the tears eventually came, they moved just as slow.
I found it hard to tell people. In fact, I didn't. I don't know if it was something I was ready to face, but now, I guess I don't have a choice.
I think that I'd like to share the little I knew about her, for there was so much that I missed.

My grams could make me always make me smile. I inherited the same mischevious nature that she had. I can remember sitting at the dinner table at my parents, after she had come to live with us a few years ago, and watching her stir up trouble. She delighted in needling both my dad and step-mom, saying something - anything - she knew would get their goat, then miraculously just exude this aura of innocence as she brought up this "Well, don't blame me. I'm just a doddering old lady" facade. I enjoyed watching that. And (sorry D&M), sometimes, I even encouraged and/or initiated it.
It wasn't until she came to live with my dad that I truly got to know her. He'd always encouraged me to spend time with her, going through scrapbooks and photo albums, and now, I understand why.
The story of her and my grandfather is one too lengthy to get into here, but suffice to say, it had all the elements of a classic story: Young love, separation, reunion, and tragedy. My grandma ended up raising two sons by herself in urban Philadelphia, living in the same house for nearly 60 years on Kimball street. She, by sheer force of will, provided the base from which the two Adams boys vaulted themselves out of the ghetto into successful, professional lives.
She endeared herself to anyone who met her. Her charm was undeniable. She had a way with words, too. Like when she first moved in, back in 2002, and I came down for a visit. She hadn't seen me in years, and made the remark "Oh, Jake. You're soooo handsome. Just like your father used to be."
And then, after the briefest of pauses, and a twinkle in her eye, she added. "Before he got faaaat."
It was hilarious to me. I saw, for the first time, that she was definitely my father's mother. Who else would talk to a six-foot-eight, 300-pound black man like that? I saw him as his mother's son for the first time.
Her old church in Philadelphia, which she attended for something ridiculous, like the past 70 years, sent her weekly sermons on tape, along with the church newsletter and newspaper clippings. Her stack of mail at our house from friends back in Philly was equally ridiculous, but she dutifully answered them all.
Memories: She always remembered birthdays, sending me a cheque for $10 every year until I was 16. She watched football, baseball and basketball, always rooting for the Philly teams. She loved to dress up. She loved dangly earrings and chocolate. No matter how much she protested that she wasn't hungry, she always found room for Mary's cooking at dinner time.

I know that death comes for us all, but it seems the lesson of mortality is one that is one that we must re-learn over and over. My dad and Mary were there at the end, and for that I am truly grateful. For as much love as she showered upon us during her time on this earth, I'm glad there were people there to usher her to the next plane with the same love.

Until we meet again, grandma.